I am not yet 30. But when I do reach that age there are a few things I want to have done/achieved more than anything else in the world. Firstly, I want to have fallen (and stayed!) in wonderful, crazy, happy, head-over-heels love. Secondly, I want to have traveled to Ireland. Thirdly, I want to have finished at least two more novels and my first graphic novel (I have begun writing them already!). And lastly, I want to be as excited and overjoyed to be alive as I ever have been. Knowing these goals and keeping them in mind will be a great inspiration to keep striving for making the most of my day every day. It's also making me super inspired for my next two 100-day challenges of the year and what I will be manifesting in those!
Now recently, as you know, I got a job. However, I was given a counter-offer by my current job to not only stay but possibly be promoted. The last two days have been a huge struggle for me emotionally and mentally. I have agonized over the decision for hours on end, and discussed it heavily with my family. This is one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make, but I have finally decided to stay with the new job. I believe that it manifested in my life for a reason and I might be meant to have it for a greater purpose. I can only pray that I am making the right decision. It was very difficult because I like to please others and am very loyal to my word, so when I give my word I mean it, but I will be reliable, too. Instead of focusing on what others wanted I really tried to hear out my own heart and what it was telling me would be better for me, not for anyone else.
Again, as always, only time will tell.
The first 30 days have gone by in a flash!
Song of the day: The Corrs "Erin Shore"
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